Growing up
Journal Entry: Fri Feb 1, 2008, 3:04 PM
"Never never never wanna grow up - YUCK"
This song from the play of "Peter Pan" has been played in my head time and again through the last few years. Somewhere along the way I wish to stay a child forever, yet I need to grow up and face the world as reality is knocking at the door...
It's time to start looking for the real answers about myself... I just wish I could go back to the carefree days that were... when? A couple of months ago?
I'm taking responsibilty over my life, and I'm ready to fall and stumble and get up again along the way... I'll just try to remember to keep a smile on the face as I go on (:
In K's Choice song they say:
"I'm willing to to go on, but not alone, not now"
I know that behind me are friends and family who care and love me very much, but it's time for me to face the world as it is. Sou desu ne?
Is art going to stay a part of my life? It will. I just don't know yet if I want to keep it as a side dish or to turn it into my life. I can go either way. I know I have the talent and the results if I put my mind to it. I just have to fine out how and what part does it take in my life?
I suppose these are the years to find out.
Ganbatte ne~ ^^
Natsu.
- Mood:
Anguish
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SeNd ThIs To AlL ThE FrIeNdZ ThAt U lUv....N iF ThEy DoNt SeNd It BaCk To U.....ThEiR NoT tRuE FrIeNdZ....
1 person - you are lonely
2 people - you have a couple friends, but not many
3 people - you have a few friends...
4 people - you have some friends...
5 people - you have several friends!
6 people - you have many friends!
7 people - you are SOOOO loved!
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ஐEdenஐ
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Come to the dark side- We have apples
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Yagami Light: justice or evil?
God. He's a god!
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Ender Wiggin- a murderer or a savior?
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
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Who the hell do you think I am!??
I'm a ~kaminaklub Kyoudai!
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Come to the dark side- We have apples
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Yagami Light: justice or evil?
God. He's a god!
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Ender Wiggin- a murderer or a savior?
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Technician Department.. Sort Of A Genius?
סתם נו, מה קורה? (:
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
Your dreams will fly in magical wings,
when you follow your heart!"
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
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2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
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ஐEdenஐ
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Come to the dark side- We have apples
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Yagami Light: justice or evil?
God. He's a god!
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Ender Wiggin- a murderer or a savior?
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Technician Department.. Sort Of A Genius?
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
Your dreams will fly in magical wings,
when you follow your heart!"
Have you seen the message I sent you? please answer it!^^"
אני לא אוהבת להסגיר פרטים בפומבי. את מוזמנת לפנות אליי במסר פרטי ולהציג את עצמך ^^
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
Your dreams will fly in magical wings,
when you follow your heart!"
מאיפה את ? XD
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suuuushi !
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!
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"who are you?...."
"well, I'm one of your merry man!~"
"your name is Merry???"
"no no! I'm Little John!"
"Little Merry!"
But who am I to complain?
*spreads the love too*
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
Your dreams will fly in magical wings,
when you follow your heart!"
YOU HAVE BEEN KISSED!!!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!
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Better to save the mystery, than surrender to the secret
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. the BIGGEST retard
sup you?
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
Your dreams will fly in magical wings,
when you follow your heart!"
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. the BIGGEST retard
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"Impossible? Nothing is impossible!
You're sure to do impossible things
if you have nowhere to start.
Your dreams will fly in magical wings,
when you follow your heart!"
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. the BIGGEST retard
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